Woke up early for a photoshoot with a mag, bcos i was asked by my hosp to do a job related interview with this mag, interview done 2 wks ago, din do so well la, was nervous, n the writer kept probing, and used counselling techniques like rephrasing and using open ended questions.Kept asking so how do u feel abt tat, how did it change your life, do u see things differently now... interview lasted for an hour.. oh well, thats over, we'll c how.
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Woke up 7am today, shoot at 9am, din wanted to be late, called cab, paid $19. Arrived at SPH media centre, on time, but the art director was late. Waited, took afew pics of the reception area, was left alone to wait, felt stupid.. Finally, art director arrived, din even apologise, was bought down to the studio floor, was asked to sit down and wait again, this time gotta wait for the make up artist(MUA), hmmm... irritating, sat down, look around for more then half an hour, MUA finally came, gave me her name card, and started commenting on how bad my skin is and how much more effort i gotta put in, and then as u all can guess, started selling her stuff, BB cream, Sonia Rykiel foundation and other unimpressionable stuff.. ya, wateva, not interested, makeup done in 30mins, very disgusting makeup, brown lipstick, brown eyeshadow, yucky stuff, hated it, although she did use some yummy brands like Chanel and Dior, but i look like shit after. all brown.
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Asked to wear ugly sponsored clothes, things that i'll never wear, totally dun suit me, not my age, anutie stuff... gross.. big clothes, not my size, gotta put clips at the back. Sian, felt uncomfortable. Did i mention i look like a clown, got puffed up sleeves......... ... wa lao.
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Photoshoot, photographer trys to be friendly, comments were- chin down, look there, not so far, look at my light, dun tilt ur head, relax ur hand, can curl ur fingers, foot point at me, relax, u must smile... u must really smile, smile wider... CMI la, i cannot smile, with ugly clothes and ugly mkeup... leave me alone already.
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Put on sunnies to hide my hideous makup, took a cab to work, wiped off whateva makeup that i can, still look and feel awful...
This is the only nice piece, it's the inner skirt, y they make me wear so many skirts? i dunno, so that i'll look fatter i guess..
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Moody this few days, not PMS, dunno y, jus depressed. ha..
Oh well.. looking forward to Sunday, going JB to check out bridal studio... yeah.. wanna try on some gowns too.. :)
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Nites, four hrs of sleep of me... ;( Morning shift plus school at nite... pure torture man.
